I promised myself I wouldn't do this.
But here I am. Dammit.
Checking my phone every ten minutes.
Obsessing over whether I said something wrong...
Even reading our old text messages thinking I'm going to find the answer to your distance..
It's my at my worst. What an effin Gigi!..Dammit.
It's decided. I have to stop this.
Thanx for being my reminder of why I changed.
Because of the lovelies like you.
Sweet and charming. And dorkishly adorable.
And temporarily interested. Of course.
Saying words you mean at the moment.
Promises with expiration dates.
Is that not so? Defend yourself.
I'm on my way out.
Ready to turn the page and move on.
Are you ready for my exit?
Chase me once, you'll never have to chase me again.
But prove it. I'm sick of the games or "hints"
I don't want to read your words on the screen of my phone anymore.
I wanna hear your voice as you say them.
I need to know what's going on.
I don't do well with confusion.
Patience is a virtue..but its not mine.
If you give me a reason, I will understand.
That's my virtue.
Love me or leave me..
Either way, let me know.